Sunday, September 14, 2014


Despite all of the extremely compelling clinical signs that pointed in the other direction, today is CD1. All I feel is numbness over here. Please pray for me. I'm just so lost and I can't find my way out of this.


  1. Oh Michelle :( Those cycles that are nothing but confusion are the. absolute. worst. Praying for you dear! Be easy on yourself and try not to hate your body too much. I know it can be tempting to loose all trust in your body on a cycle like this. May God's peace wrap you in this time that feels so desolate.

  2. I continue to pray (and be here for you)!

  3. So sorry that Clomid played this horrible trick on you--I truly, truly know how this feels. My darkest posts were during these very days. Praying that God binds up these wounds as only He can.