Saturday, August 11, 2018

Valuing Family

We speak differently to and at and about families depending on whether they have children or not. (We also speak very differently to and about families depending on how many children they have...). Case in point:

Would you ever tell a mother dealing with toddler craziness that she's just too focused on the negative stuff and she needs to find a hobby?

Would you tell the postpartum mother of an infant that she chooses to focus on what she doesn't have instead of seeing all the blessings in her world?

Would you tell a mother of school-aged children that she obsesses too much about what's wrong with her family and needs to focus on other things outside herself?

Would you tell the mother of teenagers, who is struggling with their hormonal feelings and all that comes with them, to just let go and let God?

No. Flat no to all of those, right? If you said yes to any of those... you aren't the family/friend who is valued for your unsolicited advice. You make the mother feel worse... and furthermore you project a giant deflector shield when your family/friend reaches out for support and solidarity if you refuse to be compassionate in those moments. You may be present, but your compassion is not free.

We do these things to infertile women constantly. How many surgeries until you give up? Why don't you just: relax, go on vacation, adopt, stop obsessing, stop being a hypochondriac, find a hobby, focus on your husband, stop complaining?

You see, childless women somehow deserve to be diagnosed by you, not simply loved in their sadness and difficulties. We tell childless people awful things, often when we can't relate to their struggles, and then we move on from their lives and slot into family and friendship interactions that we can better relate to... because it's either more comfortable OR because we perceive that we've fixed the childless person's problem already and there's no reason to linger on the topic. They are just in a different phase of life, you tell yourself. That's all. They apparently deserve to be put in a box and dismissed.

The childless remain childless in the wake of your demeaning, insulting, diagnostic, uninformed, well-meaning advice. The only thing that we ensure by talking AT them instead of entering into true compassion with them is that they will feel worse and be assured that they are as alone and unsupported as they feared. How could their vocation, equal in dignity to yours but never changing in obvious outward ways like your life with children does, be less than?

God never taught us that everyone would be gifted a child in this life. He also never told us to diagnose or dismiss or talk down to the childless. And he certainly didn't tell us to judge motherhood by how many children it produces.

We are a fickle people, us Christians. We want everything to fit neatly in a box... and yet it rarely does. When we encounter people who suffer in any way, we need to remember that our job is to listen, provide comfort where possible, and be compassionate. It's not our job to play doctor, philosopher, and parent the childless. Their hurt may never be diminished in this lifetime, but they are not less than you and your brood of 10. Furthermore, you communicate that they ARE less than you and your brood of any size when you create distance. It isn't anyone's job to interupt God's plan for the childless couple's and tell them that they lingered on the 'having children thing long enough and it's time to move on'. That conversation with God doesn't include you just like your family growth and God's plan for your life isn't dependent on the opinion of the childless. It's more than not helpful though - it imparts an injury. Maybe you bounce back from such injuries quickly, but I assure you the childless rarely do.

Silence often speaks judgments you don't intend, as you likely know from your own unique interpersonal struggles that aren't within your control to overcome. What is your silence communicating to the childless in your life? That you are just too busy and that children are the most important part of your family? God didn't teach us that either.

If family matters at all, the existence of it in couple form needs to be given the divine respect that God imparts unto it with the sacrament that created it. And maybe the next time someone tells you what to do in a painful situation in which you are grieving... you will remember that being placated with dismissiveness in the form of advice or a layperson diagnosis would never make you feel better. You aren't loving someone by ignoring them, judging them, dismissing them, diagnosing them, or otherwise acting superior to their station.... but you are diminishing your own vocation.

Do you deprioritize childless people and treat them as less than? Do you judge motherhood by the number of children she mothers? These seem like things you will want to bring to the feet of Jesus. They aren't part of your vocation or a legitimate manifestation of your Christianity. You will find no judgment from me either way...I'm still over here trying to conceive hope in any form I can.

7 comments:

  1. Dear conceiving hope I found your blog this week. I recognize myself in what you write because for a long time I experienced infertility. I became at mom unexpectedly at 40 so now I see also the other side of the coin. You may label my post as ‘unrequested advice’ but is more what I would like to tell to my old self from where experience brought me now. Don’t let infertility become your identity. Infertility brings a lot of pain and frustration and certainly deeply affects you but you are not your diagnosis. the same way a cancer patient is not cancer. Also don’t make motherhood an idol. If you think your life will be fulfilled/happy/meaningful only if you become a mom you are in for a big disillusionment. A meaning to life comes only from God and from loving our life and neighbors , no matter the life circumstances. Motherhood, career , health, money, travel etc are all good things and you have all the right to pursue them but if they become the ultimate goal in your life the risk is that they are becoming idols. Sending you a lot of love and prayers for blessings.

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    1. Thank you for reading, even if you can't relate. I'm assuming you parent a living child, so congratulations on the blessing of becoming a mother to them. I'll let my other readers decide whether they think your advice is helpful in the perpetual grief they experience due to permanent infertility and the practical inability to escape childlessness amidst God's loud call to grow their family. They might agree with you or they might have a unique perspective that isn't present here in your advice to yourself. Ultimately, I don't expect anyone to understand God's call on my own life or how it looks from the outside, but it would be sad to me to learn that mothers look at me as practicing idolatry just because my family looks like a couple sitting in the pew hoping and praying for a child.

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    2. Your prayers are greatly appreciated. Peace and goodness to you and your family.

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  2. I think you misunderstood my reply. English is not my first language so I probably should have written it using different words.

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  3. Ok, let me try with different words. The cross of infertility is there and is very very heavy. I experienced it first hand for a long time so I am not talking theoretically. What I am trying to say is that the cross doesn’t crash you if you live the brokenness of it with the hope that comes from Christ. Even brokenness and pain can have a new meaning in Him. I wish you will fulfill soon your desire to become a mom of a living child. A child after miscarriages (I had miscarriage too) can bring great joy but the child is not what give meaning and complete fulfillment to the life. If I had child but I had lost my faith in God I would be still a person without hope for eternity. If a child would be all what you need in life than you would not have moms in drugs, moms killing themselves or abandoning a family. Hope now my thoughts are a bit more clear.

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  4. We have been married for 3 years and also had spent money on fertility doctors but no luck at all, we went to different hospitals and met with different doctors yet nothing happened , i also had tried drinking Mangosteen & Guyabano juices and capsule. But still didn't help until my coworker who was in the situation told me about Mother Hope's pregnancy spells and finally it did try them ! Praise the Lord! ...Am now 6 months pregnant with TWINS . Mother Hope's pregnancy spells also helped her to conceive safely and have a safe pregnancy without any problems or complications ,they also help prevent miscarriages . If you are thinking about starting a family or increasing the size of your family then Mother Hope's fertility spells can help increase fertility boosting and chances of getting pregnant. Her pregnancy spells also helped us promote conception to boost my fertility & my husband's potency. Her spells helped us become more fertile. Mother did what she called the full moon fertility spells which healed the infertility in both my man & me so we are now guaranteed to have own babies. Banish negative energy, bad luck and get back your lover with Mother Hope's pregnancy spells and attract positive energy. Contact Mother Hope on email : nativehope999@gmail.com

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  5. i want to tell all the women in the world with no child that there is hope for you all, because i was also a barren woman, i had no child for the past 8 years and i contacted my doctor and he told me that there is no way on earth that i can ever getting pregnant, because of my previous abortion i did for my ex husband, so i was confused and my husband was tired and told me that we should adopt a child, so i was so sad in such a way that i had to talk to a friend about adopting a child my friend told me to forget about adopting a child, with this she then introduced me to a spiritual leader whom i contacted and i explained everything to her and immediately she told me not to worry that all my problems will be solved, so i believed and did as she asked me, including applying her fertility medicine. After two week i went to the hospital for a total test and i found out that i was pregnant and today am now a mother, so if you are barren or childless kindly contact her on nativeiyabasira@yahoo.com and +441133201124

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