Oh Michelle :( Those cycles that are nothing but confusion are the. absolute. worst. Praying for you dear! Be easy on yourself and try not to hate your body too much. I know it can be tempting to loose all trust in your body on a cycle like this. May God's peace wrap you in this time that feels so desolate.
I continue to pray (and be here for you)!
So sorry that Clomid played this horrible trick on you--I truly, truly know how this feels. My darkest posts were during these very days. Praying that God binds up these wounds as only He can.